11-5-9
I had some more written to post here when I began to get phone calls about how I was “going about ‘this?’ all wrong.” They were trying to sell services to help me. (selling site, blog correctly, articles for me to copy, ratings and rankings, ?,?,?, etc.) I know I am on ‘scam lists’ but no money and no comprehension of what they are saying is complete protection from their wiles. I am 3.5 months now on internet! -besides email.
Nothing protects me from my first half century. I wanted the second to be different. I hoped to share to help other adult autistics, parents planning futures, young persons wondering what happens after services stop and all the curious. Not to be. I am still a five-year-old trying to find the words that won’t result in a beating.
How do I overcome the belief imprinted into me that I am the inferior being and always defer to superior persons who ‘fit in’ mainstream society? I must stop, run, hide or do what ever may calm the superior being who can beat me or make painful incomprehensible sounds at me and and even kill me in a horribly painful manner, then CPR me back for more torture. Never is there any recourse – attempts bring more of same.
11-6
The Universe won’t let me online to post. Now that I got the courage to go ahead. It sent a wind storm to remove internet service for now, so I will just write some more thoughts.
My daughter said, on a sample store site, that I would review books and products here and I will do that. I will review books I have read and refer to good review of books if they make the point well. Products I have used or tried and like or that my son or nephew enjoyed/learned from can be covered. I can refer to reviews here too if they are expressed more fitly than I could do. I am pleased to help helpful people make money.
I did not start this blog primarily for a ‘book and product review’ site. Having it dictated to me activates my stubborness, so if looking for these, be patient and they will come. This is primarily to share ideas of what has helped or not. Not to sell books and make a bunch of money, yet I would like to have affiliates I believe in and provide access to books for purchase. I won’t be able to hold a job again, but I want to support myself . If I do bring in adequate income, I will share that information also for others to use the same ideas. This would be an unanticipated bonus; however, a welcome one.
I am signing up for Young Living Essential Oils and will post a web site if I get one, but that is not what I will review unless I found it related to autism in some way. There are other topics that interest me, mostly organic and natural healing products. That relates to autism as it has long been an obsession of mine. Mainstream drugs have idiosyncratic, opposite and over reactions in my body, so Natural Medicine became an early obsession. My Special Interest focuses specifically on essential oils now.
